scribblings

The Day Vikraman wrote me a testimonial on www.orkut.com, it struck me on my face the amount of happiness people get in making me feel miserable. Not much of this fact affected me, for i actually had got used to all this from good ol' days of school.

Only remains being some questions which keep haunting like, Is it so enjoyable to have a laugh at the expense of somebody feeling miserable? Can this be done for however long time without any break? Do such things make a difference to the person who is target depending on his/her mindset and temperament? What would such a person enduring this do to react? If he/she does react, Would it not be violent in some cases and can it not be drastic in some occasions? I have myself, out of sheer curiosity done such a thing on somebody else and felt bad for doing so, almost instantaneously. Do such feelings come up for everybody? Isn't everybody equally talented, to different degrees, in one way or other? Should that not be acknowledged?

Well, I can go on listing more closly-related question to this. I have never been able to find solutions to any of these question. I dont hope to find the solutions either.

In fact, i don't even know why i have to write this as a blog entry. I still go on to post it only because I have typed it for the past 15 minutes.