Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Going Blank

This is definitely not the first time i have gone blank. What i wonder is that why does the mind go blank at times. One just does not get the mood to do anything at all. Even writing blog, i have forced myself to atleast do this for want of a better thing to do. Have taken about an hour to reach this far from the begining, thats the amount of enthulessness which presently haunts me.

I am quite sure that almost everybody has such periods of time when you just dont want to do anything. I just feel that i get into such a mind-set rather tooo often. Reasons being unknown. I just hope that such bouts of blankness dont fall on me this often, for i wish i do some work and get some science done. I have actually been wishing to do this very very seriously since quite sometime, gone are the days when i thought research is gonna be a cakewalk, i realised it is a tough thing, the tough way. By actually not doing it.

All that said, though i have to do lots and lots of work in a projectile's pace to see some light at the end of this rather long and painful tunnel, my legs just dont want to move. Why do such things happen?

If only i could decide what my mindset should be, which some ppl claim one can, things would be far better. I could have done lots of work and did some small things new in the science i have taken up to do. The work is of course very interesting just that i m not all that into it.

Oh my good God, Why would you not make me do work always? Why would not make me do research as much i am suppose to do? Why would you make me stop wasting time?

Dei there is nothing God can do. Its all upto you and your free will.

Try setting some deadlines and working, it may work, i.e., you may work.
i know what you mean man! i went blank in my D slot end sem today. not that i didn't know the answers, i ended up answering max-10 or something.

i just couldn't work up the enthu to start on the boring High Voltage Engg thing - absolutely couldn't!

Spent an hour or so, just day-dreaming, painfully aware of a blank paper in front of me. it was when i finally got scared of turning in a pristine white sheet that i finally got to work.

invent a chemical against mental block and lethargy, bhaand/bantu. i, for one, shall be the most ardent of your devotees for life .

p.s. they call you 'bantu' do they, my brother is called bantu too
i am called buntie and not bantu
ah good, 'bantu' would be embarassing in case he came here this time around. how is the world treating you, my bhaand?
well i dont care of how the world treats me... atleast not anymore...

it just doesnt make nething different...

why would 'bantu' be embarassed?
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